Friday, October 9, 2020

   Nothing Four Years Later

    I must have discovered "Nothing" in the latter half of 2015. At least when I blogged about it in on October of that year it seemed fresh and new. 
   
 Now I have been writing about nothing  for the past four years and what I want to write next is that, "I have come to nothing." I have come to be nothing,"
     
    It is so absolutely humiliating to be nothing. 
    To be so naked and uncovered.
    At a loss for words.
    That is why I am making myself blog.
    To get the words to flow.  
    To Be in a space that is the space of Non-Being.
    To speak in a language that has not yet been invented. 
    I am creating a sober world 
    and I do not know:
    What "I" is, or 
    Creating, or 
    Sober, or 
    World,
    But I  am doing just that - 
    creating a sober world.
    I am nothing
     and I am bringing the world
     to the same nothing which "I am. and am not."
 
God has chosen, [the] things which are not, to 
bring to nought things that are...
1 Corinthians 1:28 KJV